The reason I was upset is because currently I am #1 on the waiting list to get into the program of my dreams (Animation at Sheridan). Just being that close really hurts and I wish I tried just a smidgin harder on my portfolio. I honestly would love to do the one year of Art Fundamentals first and get better and grow as an artist before trying again next year, it's just money is going to be an issue and that really adds to my stress. Alas maybe one more person will drop out, we'll see, it just kind of makes getting the financial situation sorted really hard as well.
Sorry for the vent








Don't fret it! I am almost certain you'll get in!!! you're #1!!! You have at least 3 months left for 1 person to drop out! There are a lot of reasons why people may not continue through with the the BAA!
1. Cost
2. Scared of college
3. Picking different schools
4. (although crazy, but i've heard it happen many times!) people forget their fees!
5. Some people just opt out!
Even though i'm sure you'll get in! there are many busary/grants you can check out at financial aid! once school starts, set up an appointment after the first few weeks (to avoid crazy schedules!). They will help find/guide you to certain busaries/grants you may want or qualify for!
As for trying to get over a bad mood... I simply just pick off where I last left off and try again, and push myself even more, I know it's cliche and boring but it's what I do and I feel motivated.
TAKE IT from somebody's (me LOL) who has tried 3 times now to get in that animation program (and has failed all three times haha scoring no where near the minimum) and is trying again next year! Everytime I got the letter of rejection, I just took a moment to settle down my mood and just start back up again. If you want something, you're going to work for it, no exceptions! (hopefully I get in with my 4th try haha)
with that said! I'm super certain you'll get in robin! I can tell it must be so nerve wracking, we're all rooting for you! xo!
-mike
I'm keeping my head up haha. I will definitely take your advice and make an appointment within the first little while. When I was in there last time I talked to one lady about OSAP and she was incredibly nice so it's good to know there are so many kind people at sheridan
I just can't wait for the school year to begin no matter what. I'm sick of waiting lol.
(PS: I don't understand how you didn't get in! your drawings are amazing!!!)
As for your woes with Sheridan, it's still pretty great to be in the position you're in. I'd be shocked if every person admitted to the school ends up going, as you pointed out it's a big financial commitment and that alone would undoubtedly cause one or two people to reconsider going. And don't blame yourself for not getting admitted, you put tons of effort into that work and there is no sense in having self doubt and wondering what if. You worked your ass off on that portfolio (I can only assume looking at it) and that's worth being proud of in itself.
I'm glad I'm not the only one who has trouble drawing when upset. I was thinking 'what kind of artist am I that I can't even work through my issues with my art' haha. But I guess different artists use different emotions and have different approaches and mine just doesn't work with negative thoughts.
Hehe you'll get in
I find I draw best when I have free time and I'm in a peaceful mood.
But I've been dealing with art deadlines for years. I just hope that the deadlines don't make me lose passion for it.